What a Life

I've been wondering.. what have I done with my life so far..
since my birthday this year.. suddenly I thought hmm I'm already 23 years old.. and still haven't achieved anything in life..
I know if I tell anyone about it (others usually take it as a complaint) everyone would say different people different rezeki.. different blessings different life bla bla bla..
so in conclusion there's no one can just listen to my story.. without judging or saying anything about it..
i'm tired..i'm just so tired..
i don't care if you guys say my pain threshold is low or whatever go to hell.
I keep asking  myself why did I take this course..
so if anyone would ask my advice or opinion about how does it feel being a medical student..
I would say it was the most painful experience and the worst choice ever..
if only i have other options now, i would grab it..
if I'm beautiful and skinny and potentially can become a model i would hahahah
or if i have other talents..
like acting, or designing clothes.. or have lots of money to start a business hmm maybe becoming a wedding planner?

still i dont have any other options now.. i'm stuck..