Tuesday, January 27, 2015

hikmah.



Alhamdulillah. There are so many great things that happened to me recently.
Memang betul, Allah won't test His servants di bawah kemampuan mereka.
On 12th August 2014, I cried so bad because of my unexpected AS result. Then mula la hilang self-confidence. Malu jumpa orang lain. Rasa rendah diri sangat jumpa kawan since their result bagus..
After that Tcher Nagihah told me to retake physics on the Oct/Nov exam. Hahah memang tak yakin langsung boleh buat at first but then she kept on saying; "kita mesti menang kali ni"
Tcher Najwa pun keep on cakap "awak boleh buat". Even though before exam tu banyak sangat skip class A2 sebab nak study untuk AS tapi takpela alhamdulillah dah boleh catch up sekarang thanks to all my friends here. And dah dapat result which I got a's for both chemistry and physics.

Know what, before masuk IIS ni tak buat pun istikharah. Pergi sini sebab oh well kl kan siapa taknak duduk kl hahah :p and tengok accommodation iis ni mewah so datang la sini. And yes masuk pun sebab hmm nak dekat dengan someone (which I don't wanna remember his name anymore). Tengoklah niat tak bagusnye nak masuk patutnye sebab nak belajar kerana Allah. Tapi memang betul, sifatNya Ar-Rahman dan Ar-Rahim tak pernah lupakan hambaNya. I found the hikmah of me being here. Seriously tak pernah jumpa insan2 sebaik mereka ni kat sini. Rasa sayangnye la nak tinggalkan lepas 2 tahun. Even baru 2 years. Rasa2nye if masuk college lain then result teruk ada ke kawan nak tolong macam kat sini? Wallahualam.

And also being here I have met someone who I really trust and can take care of me and be by my side dunia and akhirat, in sha Allah. :)
So sekarang ni banyaknye benda nak fikir .............
Nak retake bio, then exam pre-mock, apply universities and etc.
But alhamdulillah, can still manage it and as long as can make my abah and mak happy, why not?
I'll strive hard to get 4A* in A-level and hmm maybe to Manchester uni which just got the offer alhamdulillah in pharmacy course.

Pray for me ;)


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