I'm starting to think that I have no value whatsoever..no talent..
not worth it..no goodness in anything..
which means no purpose in life because cannot contribute to anybody or to anything in this world..
like what have I done or achieve in life so far..
It really seems so dark..
sampai rasa time makan pun hampir tersedak sebab tak boleh telan sebab nak nangis..
Astaghfirullah.. may Allah forgive us.. and He knows us best.. please give me more strength..